Is this like twitter? I dont even know how to use this thing. I guess I'll just use it as a public diary I guess. Well my niece puppy thing is becoming a woman. I feared this day would come and it has. I hope it passes soon. Bad news with the diet healthy thing v.v my mom brought me mcdonalds and since we had nothing else to eat here but cupcakes with no milk I had to eat it. It was sooo delicious!! But I will try to excercise right now :D be back to post only interesting things here :D

New to this hmmm...

Hey, wow. This is....weird. Kind of like a diary huh? I wonder if people will read this...Idk. I guess this is where you post and nobody can tell you shizz huh? Well, I'm bored and I always wanted to see what this was so I decided to give it a try. I'm 16 and affected by the media and school. I’m a junior in high school and I don’t go out with my friends I realized I only talk to 1 guy out of the whole school, and I didn’t use to be like this. I have gained weight and my face is ridden with weird blackheads/acne thing. I wear make-up as a safety blanket and I hope to use this blog to encourage whichever girl who reads this to follow me on my journey to getting better self esteem. I'm going to TRY to lose weight. I keep saying the same thing: “Today’s the last day I'll eat chips," or "ok I'll start tomorrow" and stuff like that. I have a subscription to 17 magazine. :/ and I want to do their exercises. I look at clothes from papaya and I want them I want shirts but I try them on and...I just hate how BIG I look I know I'm not obese, but thanks to my addiction to chips I have gained tens of pounds. So instead of wanting to be STICK thin...I’m going to try to reach my ideal weight. The weight I'm supposed to be, and be healthier. I considered bulimia and anorexia but I couldn’t do it and I would NEVER recommend anyone to do so. Bulimia makes holes in your esophagus and anorexia makes you loose hair and protein in your nails. So I'll be posting soon about my life and If I see results : D wish me the best of luck. :D Night night. Peace outie. <3>